Only hours in the countdown before I have to drive away, I sat there and wished I could stay. I lie on the bed the place I wanted to be. The clock said son it’s time to go. She has left me with this feeling to carry on my way. I close my eyes just for a moment because otherwise I could not walk away. I finally muscle up the courage to walk down the stairs. But, she leaves these things inside and it always reminds me why I want to stay.