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Conversation

March 10, 2010
As I listen to the conversation its like music to my ears.
"That was a hell of a move tonight."
Soon as it left my mouth I knew it.
"I'm talking about afterwards."
I know I know I was sorry.
"You've got to be careful because if not that temper of yours is all that you will have left."
I don't think people are going to forgive me for some of the mistakes I have made along the way.
"The important thing is for you yourself to get past them all. You have to live better its not just going to go away."
"Son I just don't want you to look back in a couple of years and wonder what might have been."
"By the way just for the record hell of a move."
So where does this descion rank?
"haha well somewhere up there."
There are more important things in life than.................
So I think I know what I am going to do then.
"Hell of a move, hell of a move. Son you've got to be careful we all know where that path can lead you."
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I guess we will see then wont we?



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What I Think About?

March 9, 2010
What do you think about when you wake up?
What is your first thought?
Unfiltered untainted and true.
The very first thing.
Think about what it is and smile remember it and keep it in your mind.
Ask yourself what is anyone you knows first thought.
I bet you can't answer so lets not pretend like anyone really knows anyone.
Because the only person who truely knows you is you.
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Shahnaz
Shes the first thing I think about everyday
How is she?
Does she miss me like I...
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Echo

February 23, 2010
I did it to myself
Now I'm all by myself
Acting like you hate me
You played me too
Now there's nobody left
To hear me
All you're hearing is your own
Echo
It started off great
But who was to know
That love that is lost
Cannot be let go
You say it's my fault
Ok then i'll go
It's better to know
Now there's nobody to argue with
Cause i'm not home
Disgusted with trust
I trust no one no more
Just went with the flow
Found myself on the floor
When you went away
All my pain went astray
Like it's a new day
Now i have no one ...
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Time

February 23, 2010

As my clock ticks on
As the time passes me by
As my life spins wildly out of control
As everything begins to unwind and break
As time goes by distance grows
As time goes by only I know
As my life starts to flash infront of me
As I have lived my last 25 years
As it feels now only like a moment
As now the moment I just felt writing this is gone
As I did exist in that moment
As I still exist in that moment as well as the next
As well as the future and the past
As I live my life I wonder what the purpose may ...


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Faith

February 22, 2010
John Hiatt - Have A little Faith In Me Lyrics


When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Just let my love throw a spark
And have a little faith in me
And when the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try
And have a little faith in me

Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me

And when your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here darling, from a whisper start
And have a little faith in me
And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you, you...
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Finally

February 16, 2010
Ok honestly not having you be in my life is killing me I hate it so much and I would really like you to be there I dont know the logistics or how we can work it out but I really miss you alot and I want you to be a part of my life I hate not talking to you and having you around it really sucks and it hurts alot maybe I am not the best at planning a future and all of that but I do know that I want you in my life and thats it for now I dont know anything else about anything other than the fact ...

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The Old Blanket

February 2, 2010

The old woman starts to knit. First, she takes her materials and prepares them. As she begins to feed the thread through just as the old blanket was used to being put together and pieced in the right way, it happened. This time it wasn’t looked at as the blanket anymore because this blanket needed to be re-stitched due to wear and tear. Yes, this blanket had some holes and rips in it. But, instead when the thread began to be feed through this time it wasn’t feed through with as much care ...


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When Im Gone

January 13, 2010
I'm still hurtin' from the last time
You walked on this heart of mine
I can't find much to believe in
You let me down so many times
Heaven knows how I love you
But I'm tired of holding on
You better kiss me
'Cause your gonna miss me when I'm gone

Not much chance we're gonna make it
If I'm the only one who's trying
You know I'm running out of reasons
And we're running out of time
Someday, girl, you're gonna wake up
And wonder what went wrong
You better kiss me
'Cause your gonna miss me when I'm gone

You're go...
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What You Want

January 5, 2010
You think about her much?
Everyday everyday.
One of these days your going to wake up and your going to realize how much I love you and when you do I will still be waiting for you.
Because the answer is still everyday.
Yes the answer to the question you asked me I can give it to you because you deserve it.
But, the real answer is because I want it and I want you.
Miss you, want you, love you, yearn for you, ache for you, think of you, daydream of you, you, you, you.


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Washing The Heart

January 5, 2010

Washing away the color fades off. The silence lingers, the questions unanswered. It starts to wash away my heart. The rag that is used is brittle and scratches away pieces of me. As it’s rung out the blood of my heart spills on the floor. I ask myself each time can my heart take anymore, each time that it happens it crashes to the floor. The blood and the pieces laying there while I still stand. I start to clean it up all this blood now in my hands. I have begun to wonder to myself how ma...
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A Little Story About My Life


I am 25 years old. I was born and raised in Woodstock, IL. I Went to Woodstock High School and graduated. I then followed on and joined the military. Where I went on three deployments. Which included two deployments to Fullujah, and one near South Sinjar. I Recentley got out of the military. I know am attending thee Penn State University for Pre-Med. I have a wonderful family, and love them completely as well as my friends who have been there for me through thick and thin.

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